oh we kill our way to heaven..
Some people just really like to press you’re buttons..
So I feel I’m being dragged into a competition I’m not even apart of just cuz everyone else is around me.. I keep my distance & respect my freedom not running in the rat race in a loop of who’s the better person now kinda crap..
Why is this even a thing
peace is more of a reward I feel.
Now with a Pandemic in the world , change of view on things too..
A little bit of an update saying My Journey Ends Here.
It evolves , shit evolves , you grow & so do you’re perceptions. As you get groundhog days & them sweet chill good days the Life is like a box of chocolates quote like from Forrest Gump.
I wish the last part of this could be truly achieved . When we are trying to live & evolve amongst toxic vexing people you can’t deny they don’t exist . You can only knock it out your system sometimes , Yes its the way we have to digest some of these things. Being woke to reality & to inner peace is still a war. We accept it move on from it but the gaslighting will always be there .
You’d think being there is a pandemic that there would be more unity , I’ve been able to see some of it but it didn’t last . Be safe to all the people who can translate my random scrambled rants & epiphanies .
N.O.T.E To my bro I love you very much , you know who you are π Thank you for protecting & saving me at the worst of times. Battling deminΓΈns together since 199X
You are an Angel
listen to the source
let it guide you intuitively.
My journey started a few years ago
& now it ends here .
Connect back to the creation.
If ever anyone reads this blog that it helps you to know you are not alone that there is an end to the tunnel but once you go to the end. You will no longer come back & move ahead.
Heal , Love & Peaceπ³
Is it because its the only option they have got that they go & pretend to be okay with something they technically are not okay with?
What if its a mixture of both , that a person starts to believe that they are in love with someone or okay with something but actually its because they are lonely & don’t want to feel alone?
Do we just hypnotize ourselves to feel secure?.
To feel something in this already burnt out emotion forsaken world where emotions get made into a weapon for mind control ?
You can see & feel what’s fueling a person once their mind is silent the river of existence flows out from the tired soulsποΈ
We all make mistakes but what if it never was totally you who started it
but actually all their chemical chain reactions for the Insecurities in Human Nature.. The river
how raw can you get?
During this new moon in libra
along with Venus in retrograde the heart matters are being leveled out , Karma is happening , being stripped to you’re core , seeing a whole new perspective of yourself & the other people involved with Dharma. – Aka people you love or recently broke up from , any situation really. Because things ended the sorrows / frustrations in the collective has ended.
You see the wrongs you did & why you did them in a more painful way but you shouldn’t take on that pain for you are not perfect.. No one is safe from this , you are out of control at times (even I’m not safe) from the strings that we have attached to us physically.
What strings are this you say ? Well the puppeteer the combination of strings that make us mess up out of nowhere..
Society string
Personal choice string
People you love string
Creator / Sources string
Influence of people you love string
Caught in the moment string
The only thing we do have is our faith in the creator / the source but even then we have to go through either outcome.
The ability to just have love in you’re heart it doesn’t have to be painful.
We live in a world that I once thought was normal but every year something pushes the lines of normal.. Mentally , Spiritually , Physically & Morally
Situations are more sensitive , everything is just so on edge , because there is no time to adjust to all these things this is why it is this way.. We get away with things that shouldn’t even be a thing. This is why I can say we are all victims not of ourselves but of this collective we are all in.
If more people could own up to this & not see this as some excuse to get out of a situation , admitting to themselves that technically fault is a perspective you need to see as a collective because no one is perfect its all tied to reason & the strings .
Balancing them all is the only way we can truly fight the situations but as again I say we’re not safe only the Creator can deliver us.
Dharma wheel
LΓΈL Jesus take the wheel?
Boom
The people you love can also be the people you end up despising ..
& yet we flex around with unconditional love even when its the same thing that breaks us..
Is it being ignorant is it Stockholm syndrome? Is there a right way?
For an example today what caused me to blog this:
When you love a person you want what’s best for them so oftentimes we guinea pig ourselves 1st before we give them things that we know will help them.
A supplement that I find works miracles for me I only share with the people I love & want to heal.
& then they come across someone who has the same thing then that person asks them “who told you about this?” Instead of them saying me , they go & say someone else (Her favourite nephew my Dr cousin) who didn’t take that time or care to guinea pig themselves or put love into sharing what they know towards them..
Its demeaning because your giving a person more power again who has nothing to do with the situation & most probably will not reccomend the supplements because it goes out of their field of work being its Herbal.. Demeaning because you try to clear your name of false accusations & try your hardest to be accepted in the community only to realise its because of the person you love / my parent.
That your chances of just having or making a name of yourself is already shot down before you even take off.
That’s the sick part about it seeing & knowing what this behaviour is but being helpless to do anything about it.
I’m not insecure , I’m wrongly accused by lies of people who try to control me..
Don’t worry I may not have wings
but I’ll have a jetpack one day.
Judgment is final settling the unfinished business dividing the sheep’s from goats leveling out Justice..
While the sun & the inner child begins a new journey discovering what you want & thought you wanted..
The Creator sets the divine intervention
π Trust , Love & Be..
Keeps showing itself in my life..
Our hedge suddenly has a flower & its impossible to grow in the hedges environment because its not even close to the ground..
Red: This powerful color stands for the Blood that Jesus shed for our forgiveness, healing, deliverance, and salvation. It is the Fire of His Holy Spirit that cleanses us and sanctifies us from clay to vessels of honor.
Coincidence that I have been healing & forgiving the past then they appear?.
